November 17th, 2008
Alright, but for now let's not assume anything until I get to biology. THEN we'll see who's the tough guy. But so far, things have been pretty good since Saturday. I got my bio homework done and so far band and history have been easy today. Algebra will probably be a breeze. But bio...I just don't know. It's really tough.
Also, I have to say that I think I hate guys.
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So basically I went to Barnes & Noble yesterday and I was looking at the teen section (in b4 loser). And I picked up a book called Dateable. It looked so made of fail that I simply had to read it.
Well. What the fuck. The points the damn book made were basically this:
1) No high school relationships last. (nothing new)
2) Guys think about nothing except sex. They will never, ever want a meaningful relationship. But hey, if there's sex in it why not?
3) Girls are always emotional little bitches
That said, and my experiences combined--
I think I might be...like...completely emotionless towards romance.
I'm a hormonal teenager. If anything, I should be ZOMG FANGIRLING over hot guys (or girls, if I did indeed swing that way). But I just don't feel anything towards people. I look at even the hottest guy in the school and I shrug my shoulders. I just can't bring myself to feel any degree of attraction beyond friendship.
Also, if a relationship's not going to last in high school--and you know it--what's the point? It's not like you can be friends after you break up. Both parties go mouthing off about each other. It's just really pointless in my opinion. Relationships look so draining and aujufkgf' why can't you just be friends? It's a lot less straining and it's more freedom for yourself.
I just don't know. I'm kind of in a 'better off alone' position right now. :/
- Mood:
contemplative