obligatory teenage angsting

  • Feb. 3rd, 2009 at 9:21 PM
dictionary: (Annoyed)

It's days like these that make me want to punch someone in the god damn face.

Fuck you.

appropriate icon is appropriate

  • Jan. 18th, 2009 at 3:35 PM
dictionary: (school nerdom)

 

So, finals.

 

I. Am. PANICKING. Oh my god, I was hoping I could be exempt from my history final but my average was one point off from being the minimum and kgf;gg’fsfsdefd/fsdfs. *dies* I’ve been studying like crazy for the past couple of days (with the brief interludes of Papa’s Pizzeria and[info]roleplayedingly), but I’m still not confident. Especially regarding my algebra final. Our teacher told us about a girl who passed the class the first two semesters and failed the final, ultimately failing the class and having to repeat it.

 

THIS DOES NOT SIT WELL WITH ME.

 

I’m pretty much okay for biology—I just need to go over photosystems I and II and the organelles of the cell—so that’s one less burden off my back. But there’s going to be so much information on the history final especially that I don’t think I can pack it all in. /whine

 

Not only that, but I have no idea what to do on the actual finals day. I dunno if we’re allowed to bring our textbooks and stuff in, since I have two hours once I get to school to do some last minute studying for history. (Gotta love band class) At least I’m getting the hard finals over with—next semester I have English Honors, Phys Ed, Latin Honors, and Religion. I know everything will be okay with Religion and English, but since I can’t be exempt from Latin I’ll try to be exempt from English or Religion. Either one would be fine, but I’d prefer English, since the Religion final is bound to be easy. /abuse of shift key

 

/seppuku

Jan. 11th, 2009

  • 3:00 AM
dictionary: (jizz in my pants)

The problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, but really, we know nothing about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away.

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.
In other news, I am in excruciating amounts of physical pain right now. Particularly in the colon area.

:(

  • Jan. 7th, 2009 at 11:51 AM
dictionary: (despair!)

Guys. Everything just went wrong.
Completely, totally, wrong.
Someone...just please comfort me. Just tell me something good.

really? REALLY?

  • Dec. 15th, 2008 at 12:23 PM
dictionary: (school nerdom)
68.
I GOT A FUCKING 68 ON MY MATH TEST
ARRRRGH
CAN I PLEASE KILL MYSELF NOW

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  • Dec. 4th, 2008 at 10:06 AM
dictionary: (despair!)

Well. school is just being a bitch.

I can understand why they're giving us a fuckton of work. I mean, finals are in a month. But for Christ's sake, it's killing me. I was literally on the verge of tears yesterday, not only because of the workload but I realized how alienated I felt. It's irrational and has no real backing, but I almost cried in the middle of band yesterday. My friends weren't there, and I don't know why but I felt panicky without them to talk to.

I don't understand. Why am I still so paranoid? It's such a crushing sensation and I don't know why I feel this way.

Nov. 24th, 2008

  • 4:15 PM
dictionary: (Itoshiki)
Well.
This week already sucks.

The computer got taken away for a week, I have a shit ton of homework, LJ got blocked at my school.

I am within inches of shooting someone.

holy shit

  • Nov. 13th, 2008 at 2:27 PM
dictionary: (...oh my god wut)
Oh my god.
OH MY GOD.
NOT ONLY DID I FAIL MY MATH QUIZ, I FAILED MY BIO QUIZ
WTFWTFWTF
I WAS ABSENT YESTERDAY, I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHAT WE'RE LEARNING
i can't believe it, i just lost the game
no moar osu! for me apparently

Ah, The Joy of Technology

  • Nov. 4th, 2008 at 10:17 AM
dictionary: (Default)

Truly, a diamond!

In any case, I failed my frog dissection. And I have no idea how to tell my parents. I'm probably going to end up texting my mother during lunch, just so I don't have to hear her yelling. asmjkofmg

I hate my family life, as you can probably tell from my f-locked entries. I am constantly verbally abused and put down. My family makes me feel like crap about myself. ._.;;

OH MY GOOOOOOOOOD

  • Oct. 30th, 2008 at 1:53 PM
dictionary: (Baawwww Maya)
I got a 48 on my history quiiiiz, I'm so deeeeeeead.
After bringing home a 50 on my math quiz yesterday, my parents are not happy. NOT HAPPY. I am SO SCREWED.
HALP.

gljjnrfergvnergvner

  • Oct. 20th, 2008 at 1:32 PM
dictionary: (Itoshiki)

Oh my god, oh my goooood, I'm screwed. I only got a 1/3 credit on my biology homework, EVEN THOUGH SHE KNEW THAT MY BOOK WAS STILL IN MY LOCKER AND THAT I COULDN'T GET IT.

My parents are going to rip me again like they did on Friday night. That's the LAST, LAST, LAST thing I want.

...I actually cried a little.

*keysmash*

  • Oct. 16th, 2008 at 10:35 AM
dictionary: (Retard)

So I'm in algebra yet again, lunch is in a few minutes and I'm STARVING. I think I wrote a little too much in the past couple of days, so I'm going to recharge my batteries in time for the Wright-A-Thon, which happens to be this Saturday. PARTICIPATE, OR YOU WILL DIE. DDDD:

Also, I can't bring myself to write on the computer anymore; I like carrying around my notebook of porn and keeping all my prompts for claims in the little folders that they put in between the sections. It gives me a sense of comfort. That, and I love the actual act of writing with a pen/pencil/rock. It all works out.

Didn't watch the debates, I'm not really interested in domestic affairs, only because I already know what the candidates' policies are regarding the aforementioned affairs are. :/

FOOD: I NEEEEEEED IIIIT.

I Am Not Amused

  • Oct. 8th, 2008 at 12:50 PM
dictionary: (Serious Business)
I am just so irritated right now that I must vent. In Algebra.

Not only is my punishment from the computer not over, but I still have another day of school before my four day weekend and I have two tests to study for. My best friend of twelve years is now hanging out with a bunch of freaks and I refuse to talk to her. Seriously, she's a stubborn bitch sometimes, and on top of that she flips the fuck out whenever one of her friends doesn't text her yet she'll go weeks without texting me. I feel stupid for throwing a fit over her not coming on vacation with me.

My birthday is on Halloween. Joy. I don't really care, to be honest; most people are so busy partying that they forget about it.

MY WII IS BROKEN AND I CHOKED SOME BITCHES WHEN I FOUND OUT. That thing cost my parents nearly $500 (they bought it when it first came out). When I say 'broken,' I mean that it shuts off spontaneously for no reason whatsoever. I dropped it a couple weeks ago, so maybe that might have something to do with it?

I'm skipping band to go to a Guitar Hero III contest in the mall. Wish me luck, since I kick ass to begin with but I can do better...

OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD

  • Oct. 4th, 2008 at 5:18 PM
dictionary: (Itoshiki)
MY LIFE HAS BEEN SUCKING DICKS LATELY.

Not only did I lose the computer for three days (GAH KINK MEME, I APOLOGIZE), I got lunch detention because my retarded perverted world history teacher thought I was playing games on my school computer. DIAF PLEASE.

Also, watched the debates the other night. I WANTED TO VOMIT.

Extreme Democratic RAGE ahead. )

I made a comm thingy for my fanfiction--[livejournal.com profile] extrasensual . Don't ask how I came up with the name, it was something random that came into my mind taking into account that I mostly write porn. But yeah, since I'm at my dad's friend's house I don't know if I can go back on when I get home. This might be the last you see of me for a little while. Sorry. D:

KILL ME PLEASE

  • Oct. 2nd, 2008 at 8:49 AM
dictionary: (WUT)
Um, I'm in bio and severely, severely failing. Hard. HALP.

I forgot to do my homework, I failed my quiz and didn't hand in my project. ._.;;

Sep. 25th, 2008

  • 4:52 PM
dictionary: (Default)
song chart memes
more music charts

STORY OF MY LIFE
ಠ_ಠ

....

  • Sep. 20th, 2008 at 9:13 PM
dictionary: (Shocked Edgeworth)
I just found out that my dad is going out to the Middle East to be in the Turkish military for a few months. There's a civil war going on there right now, not to mention bombings up the shitter.

I'm worried. There's a very real chance of him getting seriously injured or even worse...
Please, I've already lost one person dear to me this year, don't let another one even closer to me die...

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