OH MY GOD.

VICTOR NIGUEL X LINDA REID
X

WHY HALLO THAR HELL
I'M GLAD TO BE HERE

ETA: OH MY GOD THERE IS FIC: Sweet mother of god

http://www.lambdalegal.org/news/pr/lambda-legal-sues-florida.html

THAT.
THAT IS THE WORST FUCKING THING I HAVE EVER READ. EVER. I AM JUST SO PISSED JDKL;GFGFSGSDFJKD;GSDG
GOD DAMN IT FLORIDA
I HATE YOU
FOREVER

You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'. (I guess we can leave it at that. It's not entirely false.)

You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different. (Holy fuck, this is me^9000. I'd say that anybody would be dissatisfied with my current situation. As for a means of escape, fanfiction, anyone?)

Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed. (Indeed. Family abuse isn't something a fourteen year old can mend by herself. o.o)

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry. (I'm wondering if the internet can read minds now)

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh. (y hallo thar truth)

^This. Just this is me a million times over. I probably can't even verbalize how true it is.

Everyone on my bus was staring at me today because I was giggling like a little bitch when 'Two Ton Paperweight' came up on my MP3 player.

I'm such a fucking nerd. D:

It's been a while since I've actually posted about my life. I don't think anyone really wants to read about my life, but hey, whatever. :P

I stayed home from school Thursday for the lulz. On Friday we had to play at the homecoming football game, which was terrible and awesome at the same time. I have no idea how that's possible, but it is. On Saturday, nothing happened. Nothing happened today, either.

BUT ZOMFG MY MP3 PLAYER CAME EKLGNREGREOJGREPG-J4W3[R23P;[
'WEFGREGBOER[T]WEOKJG[RIGHREKOG IT'S THE BEST THING EVER

And my new shiny pink laptop came, too. BD Oh my GOD, it's the best thing ever.

I've started writing moar Matt/Maya recently, and I have no idea why. >> soul_of_raziel -- who is awesome beyond all levels of human comprehension--has been helping me, being my muse and giving me encouragement and all. Seriously. She's awesome, and I don't care what any of you guys say. >>

Also, why do I get irrationally angry at people who support things involving one half of my OTP...which isn't my OTP? ._.;; Way to fail, BiO. Way to fail.

That's really all I've been up to. I seriously can't fucking wait till winter break, which is right around the corner.

Holy shit, 2009 is less than two months away, guys. Another year of win, fail, awesome, stupidity, fanfiction, crack, lulz, and the first black guy to get into office.

Overall, this was a pretty kickass year.

Other than the fact that I was in the hospital for a week in February for being suicidal and my grandmother dying. And of course, losing photoshop.

Truly, a diamond!

In any case, I failed my frog dissection. And I have no idea how to tell my parents. I'm probably going to end up texting my mother during lunch, just so I don't have to hear her yelling. asmjkofmg

I hate my family life, as you can probably tell from my f-locked entries. I am constantly verbally abused and put down. My family makes me feel like crap about myself. ._.;;

I want to see this SO DAMN BADLY, but there's no chance in hell that my parents would let me go to see a movie with the word 'porno' in it. Even though in all honesty it looks like it could be worse. It's probably just 'cause of the explicit language or shit. <---Wut?

mission_insane.
I'm doing it.

01. Emotions Theme	02. Places Theme	03. Un-Themed 4	04. Un-Themed 7
05. 'Songfics'	06. 'Master Plots'	07. Femslash	08. Het
09. Cliches	10. Mental Illness	11. Quotes	12. Unthemed 5
13. Meta/Mind-Bend	14. Crack	15. Angst	16. Plot? What Plot
17. (Auto)biography	18. Non-Fiction	19. Fumblerules	20. Travel

WISH ME LUCK GUYS.
200 FICS. I AM DOING THEM.


Also, individual tables under the cut.
( I'MMA TROUBLEMAKER, NEVER BEEN A FAKER )

That's just not professional, Daryan. ಠ_ಠ

( Also, final thoughts. )

You just ignore that title, now.

But FUCK YEAH DEBATES, it's the last one before the big day comes up. Ignore the fact that I'm not watching them because I'm kind of sick of all the bulldog fighting coming from the GOP.

BUUUT in any case I'm writing Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei fanfiction. What the everloving fuck is wrong with me?

Also, MEME TIEMS. AGAIN.

( Fandom Meme. BD )
Also, MUSIC MEME!

( Music meme goes here )

I cannot get Daryan/Pearl out of my head. CANNOT.

I mean, my head is a little strange when it comes to canon (hence the term 'headcanon'), and my SUBCONSCIOUS tells me that these two would be like a million kinds of awesome and sexy.

asifhnifoehg

Yeah, I know he didn't mean it like THAT.
But god damn it, localization team. That's TWICE in one case.